scent of spring

i was taking a walk after a weekend full of alcohol and loud music. my brain feels now like a sponge filled with TNT. It pretty sucks being alone in a flat, not knowing what to do.
I decided to learn how to cook fast meals for every-day. I start to hate instant food. i feel like i gained 1000 kilos the last month (actually it wasn't more than 2 or 3 but it counts)
But im so frikken bad. And i hate it when things don't work by first try.